I wanted this baby. I have 5 boys and this baby is my first girl. I was ecstatic when I found out she’s a girl. Now my husband has been fired from his job. We have 2 months of savings before we lose everything. He’s been putting in 20 applications a day. I might need to start working at night. But I won’t be able to start a job and then have a baby in August and work at night and take care of a newborn, I don’t want my kids to lose everything. I’m thinking maybe I should end this pregnancy while I still have time. I’m 16+3 right now. I don’t want to. But I need to start working. If I do find a job and work pregnant. What’s going to happen in August when I need to go on leave for 6 weeks?! I don’t want to have an abortion . Life was so good and I already have all of these cute pink clothes and now I just can’t even think about the baby because if he doesn’t find work we will lose everything. Our house, our car, everything. 💔😞