I'm annoyed

Don't get me wrong, I understand he sucks at conversation, I knew what I was signing up for when we were dating but for the love of God it wouldn't kill him to at least put in some fucking effort. I'm the only one trying and it gets frustrating, annoying, and sometimes it's like I'm grasping for straws. And all I get is an "lmao" like dude!!!

Maybe it's my hormones but this fucking. SUCKS.