Uuggghhhh... EVERYONE is having babies. I can’t not see babies. I even deleted my fb because so many people were announcing they were pregnant! 😒😩 it’s been about 7 weeks since I deactivated my fb and now my boyfriends best friend might be having a baby but he doesn’t know because she said she was getting an abortion a few months ago, and now apparently she is posting ultrasounds 😒😪🙄. He don’t even really want kids!! Eeerrrrr. Then yesterday I over heard a coworker talking about “it’s bad luck but...” she just found out she is pregnant. Yay... 😒🎉

And then today another coworker brought her baby boy in. She brings him in until her boyfriend picks him up and then she clocks in for work. And he is so cute and chunky. Almost 4 months but in 12-18 month clothes 😩🥰😍. I really don’t know how to deal... I’ve wanted to be a mother for years!! My boyfriend wants a baby as well but it’s so much easier for him to say it takes time. He’s even brought up adoption but I feel like it’s WAY too soon for that. I just want my own little bundle of joy 😪😪 well if you read my rant thank you... and baby dust to all of you TTC!!! ✨✨🤞🏽✨✨