Okay, for starters, when we first started dating, I didn't expect it to become a relationship. But long story short...we fell in love, etc.

BUT he wasn't my type to begin with. His performance in bed, and the eventual emotions made up for the lack of attraction.

This sounds so stupid to write out, but he's my best friend, I love him deeply, we've been together a few years, our families are one, we are getting married in three months.

But he doesn't turn me on.

I LOVE SEX. I always have.

But he never initiates sex. He doesn't french kiss me, he doesn't give me shivers or goosebumps. He never has. There's just no passion there.

I've talked to him about it a few times, I've tried to educate him in what I like.

But about a year ago he did something shitty, that I wont get in to. I chose to forgive him, but now it's worse. I don't even want to have sex anymore.

I'm just missing that animalistic spark, and now I'm panicking about it. Do I want to spend the rest of my life with someone who doesn't turn me on, even though he means the world to me???

Im usually the first to tell all my girlfriends "DUMP HIM!". But this is different, we've known each other since we were kids. I love him and his family and I cant imagine life without him.

I mostly just wanted to rant but please, any input ladies?