Anyone else still break down when they think about their labor? I feel like mine was so traumatizing to me. Any time I think about it I just can’t help but cry. I didn’t have anyone there that I knew, my husband didn’t make it in time, the nurses kept doubting I was even in labor and then in less than an hour at the hospital I went from 5cm to 9cm while they were Still deciding if they should admit me or not. Kept refusing to call anesthesia to get me an epidural, and even had the on call doctor rolling his eyes at me. I’m not a complainer. I don’t make big scenes when I’m in pain, and maybe that’s why when I told them I was in labor they didn’t believe me. I labored for 6 hours at home before going in. But it all went so fast after I got there, and I felt like I was more of an annoyance to them than anything... other than this I feel so happy so I don’t really think this is baby blues. I just don’t know how to get past this.