Stop being so fucking hard on yourself. Everytime you doubt yourself you end up proving yourself wrong. Fuck your parents. They don’t know the whole story of the life you lived for 8 years. Fuck him. How long you’ve been together doesn’t mean shit if you’re unhappy. Go to fucking rehab & stop being a pussy. You’re never gonna get clean off your prescriptions, YOU WILL DIE with that addictive ass personality. You know it. Stop dumbing yourself down when you speak with those around you. You’re so smart. You’ve always been so smart. Prove them all wrong this year. Each and every last person that keeps knocking you down day by day. Love yourself bitch, you are beautiful.