So I’ve been in a very serious, very fast moving relationship with my fiancé. He’s in the military so that’s where the fast moving part comes in. Well my best friend of 6 years is also in the military and she recently moved away and has been busy with work and all the friends she’s made st her base which is great and all but I started to get the feeling that I would bother her when I’d call her or text her because she was ALWAYS with those friends. Don’t get me wrong I’m not one of those crazy jealous best friends where it’s me or no one I’m happy that she’s able to go out and have fun with people who relate to her on an aspect I can’t. But I just felt like I wasn’t able to talk to her anymore. Well I recently got pregnant and had a miscarriage unfortunately and I didn’t tell anyone but her and one other friend and obviously my fiancé and his parents. But everything was good I was still pregnant at the time and finally i stared to feel like i can open up and talk to my friend again which was great. But then I lost my baby. And that took such a toll on me, and to make matters worse my fiancé left for work for 20 days without communication and he left the day after we lost our little one. I decided not to say anything about it and to just keep what I was feeling inside and only told to the person who sorta understands what I was feeling which was my man. A few days past by and I really wasn’t talking to anyone and I was just keeping myself busy with work. And I get a really cryptic text from my best friend saying “I guess we’re not going to talk anymore.” And me trying to be the funny sarcastic one I said “you sound like an ex boyfriend. She didn’t respond and a few hours later I get a message from the Other friend that knew I was pregnant accusing me of pushing them away because I was too busy with all my boys. And I got very offended because one I only have one “boy” and that’s the man I’m planning on marrying, so I immediately respond with don’t asume what you don’t know. And I just spilled everything to him and i told him that they shouldn’t be questioning if I’m pushing them or distancing myself away from them if they don’t know the things that I’m going through and yes I know I didn’t tell them of what happened but I felt like that was intimate person information that was only meant for my fiancé and i and when the time was right let everyone who knew know. Well they didn’t see it like that so I texted my best friend and asked her to realize that I wasn’t pushing her away but that i was just going through some things and the only person that understand me is my fiancé. And she has yet to respond. Then the next day she stopped sharing her location with me and unfollowed me off everything and so has her family. Is it really possible for someone to throw away 6 years of friendship because I needed a little space? And is this my fault?