Yesterday was the anniversary of our lil one been born asleep and also the day my late period started. Spent morning and evening crying (managed to keep myself extra busy in work and hold it together). And this morning snuggled in bed with other half and our 5 year old watching programmes and babies were on the tv. Eyes were filled but no full hysterical sobbing (didn't want 5 year old to see me like that and have to talk about why. She has seen me cry before so no comments about it been healthy for her to see me cry also didn't want to spoil our snuggle time). Other half see my eyes and starts making it a thing and tells me I'm moody. Just feeling blah.