Why do you hurt me continuously? Why do you purposely bring my confidence down? I feel like I’m not obligated to say anything because I’m building a room and y’all are helping. How is helping, me being sling around the room? Pointing a gun at me, threatening to kill me. Threatened to send me back to my birth parents. Just because I simply ask questions and want to learn but yet I get treated like I’m stupid or I should already know this stuff. You scream at me that I should be working but every time I apply for a job, I’m disrespectful to the family business. Once I turn the great number 18. I’m getting a job, and I’m getting the fuck out of here. I will be posting in this a lot to vent out. I just need a simple release. Just a release.