First off let me say I’m a fed is best believer. My first son did not latch well and I pumped along with supplementing with formula for the first four months of his life. I pumped so much but never had a good supply. I finally decided 4xs a day and only getting 2 oz was not worth it. I beat myself up over it. Until I looked at my healthy growing happy baby and realized it was ok. Now with that being said, my youngest has latched and he gets what he needs from me. I only pump to have a supply for when I’m not around. I’m happy I’m able to breastfeed him but don’t feel any more of a bond or like a better mom because of it.