I have ocd and anxiety i get stuck in these rituals of doing something over and over again until it “feels right” i now have a newborn baby so it’s gotten a little worse with cleaning her bottles & cleaning all her things. I also get really bad intrusive thoughts so i can’t leave her alone with anyone. I was completely against pills i haven’t been on anything for years but what’s some pills you guys recommend? I really want to get this under control I’m also scared to talk to my doctor about this because i think she’ll take my baby away 🙁 i need advice