Hi everyone :) for the past month I’ve been going through a lot of emotions when it comes to my boyfriend. We live about an hour away from each other which isn’t too far but we don’t get to see each other often. I go to school full time and I’m not so skilled at driving yet. I have my license and I can drive but I don’t feel ready to drive in the freeway honestly. My boyfriend is four years older than me, he works on the weekends and goes to school during the week.

He used to come visit me either once or twice a week but at times it does start to become inconsistent which I understand because one can get busy.

I don’t know but lately I just don’t feel like a priority to him and it honestly makes me upset... I haven’t seen him in a month. I understand that he’s tired from work and busy with school. But on his free time lately he’s so quick to go hang out with his co workers. It’s like so suddenly you’re not too tired? I don’t mind him at all hanging out with people but it’s kinda like “where’s the time for me? for us?” And it doesn’t make me feel like a priority. It’s not the first time he has done this to me which is even more disappointing.

We talk and text everyday which I appreciate but it’s not the same. I feel bad for feeling this way because I really love him.

I just want to hear what others think and their input.

Also thank you for taking the time to read this, I really do appreciate it.