I was completely oblivious to miscarriages when I first started to try to conceive. I always said I’m young it would never happen to me, but I was completely wrong. Everyone tells you how hard it is to lose a baby after you’ve been so excited to only find out your sweet little one isn’t there. But no one tells you the aftermath. The amount of ovulation tests you take praying you conceive on one of your positives. Or the amount of time your going to question why can’t I keep a baby or how your going to sit there and think how many weeks you would’ve been in your pregnancy. Their not going to tell you when you bare that 2 week wait and cry every negative pregnancy test you take just to suffer your period another week and your gonna hide your tears because you know no one else is going to understand. And when you finally do get that positive pregnancy test after a miscarriage how your going to question every move you make or take multiple after to make sure you have a line progression. How your first appointment you hear that heartbeat and you melt but yet you still worry every day something is going to wrong. No one tells you this ladies. But we are so strong to power through. I’m currently 11.5 weeks with our rainbow baby. We are overjoyed, thrilled, scared but overall thankful that god choose us to be parents again. ❤️❤️