My boyfriend and I have been trying to conceive for about 8 months with no luck. I've got 4 people close to me who have just found out they are pregnant. I'm happy for them, but it still hurts. When I talk to my boyfriend about it he doesn't understand. He already has two kids, I don't have any yet. He made a comment about "god only gives you what you cab handle" and I know he meant well but in my head all I heard was "You can't handle it." I want nothing more than to be a mother and that just hit me so hard. I am about to be 26, I have a great job, good car, my own place.. no one helps me. I couldn't help but cry when I hung up the phone with him. I'm just feeling so hopeless 😭😪😪