So. Damn. Tired.

3 years with my bf and I kid you not we only went out like 4 times. 4 TIMES. And when we did go out to eat or whatever I would eat alone and he would take it to go. All he does is play his damn PlayStation and never wants to go out anywhere. I’m so tired of this lifestyle. We do live together, but he doesn’t support me in anyway. Help me with any bills or anything. I basically pay everything. If he wants to go somewhere, I have to drive all the time. He never did anything to change. My feelings are slowly fading. I know he loves me but i think I’m ready to break it off. The bad thing is that I feel bad. Extremely bad. I’m 22. He’s 30. Then he threatens me with the “ if you ever break up with me I don’t think I can find someone else. “ TF. Would you stay in a relationship like this ? How would you break it off? It makes it so hard for me bc we live together.