Why me?

darkina • I’m Taylor first time mommy🤰🏽due 08/17/19😇

My baby father told mi he not being in his kid life he rather get a nother girl pregnant in raise those kids he also doesn’t wanna get a DNA test I’m trying to tell him let’s just do it in then when u find out u the father imma just distance my self from u because u put me through all this for what if he so confident y’all why he doesn’t wanna do it is just a swab...a child never should have to go through this but imma be the best mommy I can be to my son/or daughter mommy sorry u couldn’t have daddy but he’s a grown man if he doesn’t wanna be in his kid life I can’t force him I just wait to my kid born to get a court order for a DNA test just to shut him up not doing it for me cuz I know who I fuck I wanna prove to him I ain’t no hoe I went 4 whole months from July 16 of 2018 to thanksgiving 2018 then I met him went to his house on thanksgiving night @ that hook up unprotected that same night I know I’m stupid in we kept hooking up raw I know I shouldn’t of but hey what could I do?,I think he doesn’t wanna take the DNA test because he scare of the truth in reality he doesn’t want a kid by me but is to late now we had sex unprotected no condom so many times so if u wanna step up cool if not is cool too well is not but I have no choice but to face it in try @ least I have some type of support I have support from my family & my best friend.