I'm having a lot of confidence issues right now. Its to the point that if I see a mom who is thin I get feeling really depressed and wont do anything all day. I wont go to the store or clean. I just stay at home with the baby and watch movies all day feeling really down about myself. I wear a size 10 in jeans now. I was a size 2 before I got pregnant. Size 4 after my c section. Size 10 after 4 months on Nexplanon birth control. This isnt about the birth control though. I just feel like I'm the only mom who isn't thin and isnt considered plus size either. I'm in a weird middle ground and it is really hard to find clothes and really hard to feel confident.