I know this is ridiculous but I’m so scared.

I have preeclampsia and my levels for my proteins just came back off the charts. We are waiting to hear from my doctor but I know it’s not good. I’m scared I’m gonna die. I’m scared my sons gonna die. I’m 34 weeks pregnant and I know I can’t have him yet but what if in this 3 weeks wait we die or I have a seizure. I’m so scared.