I love you so much and i want to be with you forever. but you can’t take no for an answer and it scares me. whenever i don’t take off my clothes or do what i want you get sad and nag me. you say your sorry and i say it’s fine because i love you too much to leave. you never do your school work and are failing. you never take care of your diabetes and it scares and worries me. we can’t have a good life together if you don’t grow up. all i want is for you too grow up and not control my whole life. i can’t even hang out with my friends anymore without you showing up. i’m finally making friends and your going to push them away. i love you but i’m concerned. i feel like im a bad person with a bad heart for feeling this way.