am i a hoe?

okay so look 💀

i am a virgin, and lets just say i wouldn't mind losing my virginity to my guy bestfriend. i've told people before and they seem weirded out 🤷🏽‍♀️, its not like i want to just have sex with him just cause im horny or anything, its just that he's my bestfriend. i trust him and im really comfortable around him, he's not ugly or anything (but not that it matters) i've brought it up to him and he really didn't make a big deal out of it.. sex seems scary but i feel like it'll be less scary if i lose it with someone i trust and don't really want to impress.. i just kinda want to get it out of the way, so when the time really does im ready and kinda used to it..

idk if this makes sense but what do y'all think ??