Okay so today everyone is out of school for Mardi Gras parades, and my bother is gonna go to his friends house to hang out all day, it just so happens that his friends sister is also my friend, and she invited me to come along with him to hang out with her. I really haven’t been in the best like, idk what to call them besides moods although it feels like more than that. I’ve just had to energy, to get up or do anything and I was looking forward to having a Monday to myself.

I just didn’t want to spend all day there, I would’ve gone maybe in the evening to hang out but they’re gonna be riding bikes and all types of stuff and right now that’s just not my thing.

I told her that I’m not gonna go today because I’m not feeling that great, which isn’t a lie but it’s not really the whole truth I guess

Anyway, does it make me a bad person to not go hang out with her because I’ve been packing energy. Should I have just sucked it up and gone to see her? I’m 17 and my mom is making me feel really bad about not going. I feel like a child but I just didn’t want to go. But now I feel really guilty