Okay so I’m 4 days late for my period and I’m afraid to take a test. That’s right I’m afraid because if I’m pregnant.....it wasn’t planned. We have an 11 month old daughter and we wanted to wait another year at least before trying. My husband and I only had sex once (he’s military and gone a lot) but he forgot to pull out. 😭😐 so now I’m afraid of I take a test it’s going to say pregnant and once I see that I can’t unsee it. Does that make any sense? 😭😂 I know if I’m pregnant it doesn’t matter but just seeing it is going to stress me out. I wanna live in denial a lot longer. Kind words needed. I also had PPD but I’m MUCH better now. So I’m just now beginning to feel myself.