I wish I was normal... I’m nervous and scared fear 24hrs every min of my life I have had enough.... if am in any pain my aniexty goes crazy I start feeling nervous my pain goes worse nothing calms me... I have two kids eldest is 9 youngest is 5 am also ttc 3.. now that’s making me nervous! Will labour be ok will sickness be ok and what if hospital ignores me.and am always nervous and in pain... when am watching tv am anxious I don’t know anymore . My mom is no help she don’t understand pain and aniexty I’m just fed up now I wana Be calm at home when I wake up when I watch tv when I’m in pain I wana Be calm 😞 I have been drs and also tried cbt nothing’s working