So my ex broke up with me because he wasn't really ready for a relationship in that moment, he was dealing with some things about himself and his family... We dated for almost 2 years btw.

We like each other so we can't resist hooking up sometimes, but because of fears of feelings he stops texting me or something like that every time. As I said, he doesn't want a relationship, he made out with other girls but I didn't bc I don't like being a one night girl. Despite this, he says he only sees me as her future girlfriend 🤷🏻‍♀️.

Okay, so recently we started seeing each other and having sex again. I told him I didn't want to tell anybody bc I didn't want their opinions to influence in my decisions (but I'm telling the story here whatever) . I told him about my crush and he told me about other girls, so we are quite open about that. Also, he keeps talking me about going in a vacation together or making some other plans and I am confused bc I don't know if he feels something more or what, I don't want to get back together I'm happy with this "friends with benefits" thing but I'm afraid of feelings. Help me please 🙃