Very upset

I still haven’t came on period , I will be cycle day 60 March 5th tomorrow . My period is very irregular , ive taken like 5 pregnancy test since then . None have shown positive until the blood hpt experiment , I’m now feeling cramps but no blood . Seem af is coming very upsetting . I probably will never be able to have children I feel like . I have very irregular & painful periods . I think it’s impossible . Hopefully af do come so I can stop worrying myself . No period should be PUSHED to were it’s 60 days since start of last period I’m very upset please keep the nonsense & rude comments away please . Think it’s a cyst or some underlying issue will be going to hospital tomorrow if it don’t come by the morning so I can see what’s going on . just overwhelming congrats to whomever is pregnant wish you a happy & healthy pregnancy ! & baby dust to all who haven’t conceived yet ! ❤️👶🏽🌧