Anyone else?

We were expecting our first baby in August 21, 2019 but lost our baby in January. I was 7 weeks along, and waited until the doctor cleared us to start trying again. My period is due in a couple of days and I’ve been going crazy with pee sticks trying to figure out if we’re having another one.

I know it’s crazy to expect a positive right away. I know that. But damn, does anyone else feel this way? Does anyone relate after loosing a baby??