Trusting God, please give me some advice ladies!

Me

Ladies, my boyfriend and I are both working on our relationships with God, both individually and together. We were both raised in Christian homes but he also went to a Christin school and his family is much more open about God and Jesus and everything. My boyfriend is so trusting and his faith is amazing, I honestly wish I had faith like him, and I'm so happy that he has such a close relationship with God. He tells me about hearing from God and feeling his presence all the time and it honestly makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong because I pray and I'm learning to read the Bible everyday and make Jesus my number one priority, but for some reason I struggle with this. I love God and I know he loves me and I feel so so guilty because sometimes I have doubts, I don't know how to hear from God or feel his presence. I surrender everything to Him and I want to trust without borders. Any advice ladies? I'm not even sure what I'm trying to ask. Thank you all and God bless 💕