Feeling unappreciated

I’ve been a SAHM for 13 months now . I honestly am always down and depressed feel unappreciated and useless really . I’ve been a bread winner and hard worker since 16 . So when I got pregnant and had my baby at 22 and just stopped working it was a big change not to mention we moved to a whole new state where I knew no one . While it was ok at first for everyone including my man . Now I’m starting to feel really down and lonely . I don’t have friends or social mommy groups so it’s just me & baby alll day I literally go from my home and supermarket and Walmart everyday . Especially now that’s it’s winter and just kinda stuck in the home . But my main problem is my man doesn’t understand and constantly belittles what I do as a SAHM . I feel like it just gets me more depressed and it makes me cry and really just want to disappear cause I just feel useless. Sometimes I start to believe it as if I’m not doing enough just cause the living is filled with toys all over dinner isn’t done on time ... I also feel like sometimes because I’m a SAHM it gives him the power to kind of throw the “ I’m taking care of you and this whole house for you “ card around as if like I owe him something I should be a slave and great full cause he’s the worker in the home . I really want to get back to work and just have a social life and my own money but then that’s when the mom guilt comes . And I’ve discussed all my concerns before I just feel like it goes in circles back to same place .