I have been going back and forth between getting the abortion pill. I want to go through with it but I’m scared how it will affect me mentally. I’ve seen and read some stories of what comes out. Where you can see the little fingers and the tiny tiny baby. Im 5 weeks now but all I can think of is how I don’t think I could handle a baby right now, but I don’t think I could mentally handle holding and seeing a tiny “body” come out of me. I already cry at the thought. But I’m also emotional pregnant. Even early, I was like this my last pregnancy ... so my question is how did the after abortion affect your feelings? Did you regret it, was you depressed. Was you relieved??