Giving ttc a break!😭

So I have been trying for baby #2 for 6 months, I have a 10 month only baby girl, and i always wanted my children close in age me and my brother are 11 months apart and our bond is incredible! But every month i get a negative test and it's heartbreaking knowing that I'm not pregnant and I have to go threw another 2 week wait 😭 so instead Of focusing on that I'm going to be focusing on my self and getting my pre pregnancy body back, I'm going to Tenerife in May which will be my first family holiday abroad with my daughter, so I'm gonna get bikini body ready!!! I'm going to continue to Make my stretch marks fade! I was 15st after I had my daughter im now 13st and want to be 10st!!! I'm gonna do this!