I'm choosing to give him the benefit of the doubt. I don't know what outcome will be in long run but I will have to see. We live and learn from choices we make so I'll find out what this choice brings me. Sadness or happiness and trust back again. I want to FIX our relationship and if he gives his all in fixing as well then I chose good. Some may call me a fool but not everyone can just end it. I just want to be happy like I felt we were again. I want to go back to when we first fell in love because I know we were pulling away from each other for awhile now. This is just a anonymous rant because I have nobody to tell how I feel especially when everyone thought our life was 'perfect'. May God be with us 🙏