Plus Size Problems

Okay... so let’s get one thing straight. I try to love myself, and sometimes I do, I really do, but it feels like some days, I catch myself in the mirror and break down because of my self image... my boyfriend loves me the way I am, and all my family and friends do, but the one person that’s supposed to love me the most, myself, doesn’t at times... and it hurts. I exercise, try to watch what I eat, go on fasting days, and it seems as if nothing works for me..

Does anybody else have this problem where they can love their self one day and have a different opinion on another day? Or the weight loss problem even? Anyone have tips on how I can love myself again without the stress and harshness upon myself or simply weight loss tips and advice? :(