help me

I'm scared.

im scared of going out to parties now.

I went to a party and I got drugged and I got rapped. i had cuts and bruises on me.

I am now so scared of going out. k can't trust any boy. but there is this boy that I have had a crush on ever since the indecent. I don't know what to do. I'm scared if he will do the same.

help please