Need to talk about anal...

Brenna • Mommy to Bowen 👣 #2 Due: March 2021

So.. Ive tried and I mean tried at least 4 times for my hubby and the first time I pooped a little bit and cried because I was embarrassed and then the second time I was wasted and don't really remember then the third I just couldn't do it. Then the final time I tried to relax and find the part where woman say they enjoy it. (I'm 17 weeks pregnant) but I dont feel like that matters.... Anyways it really just feels like a huge shit is going in and out of my ass like I hate it! I just cant do it!

I wish I liked it but uugghhh does anyone have advice or stories?