Last night we announced on Facebook that we were expecting. Instantly we got so many congratulations and today at work I was bombarded with people congratulating me and asking when I was due or if this was planned.

When I was pregnant with my first child I didn’t mind these conversations and would be so excited. However, now with this pregnancy this is not the case. Less than 4 months ago we had a miscarriage. EXACTLY 2 months after the miscarriage we found out we were pregnant again.

I can’t even explain it but every time someone made these comments to me today I struggled to be happy and found myself tearing up multiple times. The sucky thing is I couldn’t even explain why I was acting this way, I just had to do some serious acting.

Today was just.....hard. I can’t even explain why but it was. Just hoping this passes and gets better with time....