Birth control question

Dresdan

So I have a OBGYN appointment next week. Bleh. But I'm on a birth control pill that as long as I take the blue pill I dont have periods. However PMS sucks and sometimes if I dont have a period for a long time I cramp and spot like I am having one and my hormones go nuts. Like today, one minute I hated my boyfriend the next I wanted him to knock me up, which is normal with normal PMS but over the last couple of months its gotten worse (I've been taking this birth control for 3 years now) So idk I like not having a period but I'm contemplating talking to my doctor if theres a birth control pill that allows me to have a period. I do good with the pills. Idk, I feel crazy for wanting a normal period and wanting to go back to that bullshit but I'm kinda feeling clogged up if that makes sense. Help?