Death...

Death is literally my BIGGEST fear. I am always scared something is going to happen to me or my children it’s un real. I’m thinking of all the negative things that could happen daily and it’s honestly ruining my life and happiness. I love my babies so much and am just always scared something may happen or something with me I’m just so unhappy bc these thoughts consume my mind constantly 😭😭

Trust me, I don’t want to think these things and I try hard not to but it’s like they just take over my mind all the time