Sitting in the hospital because I think I’m having my 4th miscarriage. Words cant even put into perspective how I feel . They haven’t confirmed it yet but I just know what’s going on . It’s unfortunate that I won’t ever get to meet my children. Ive never been the type to give up but I’m going on birth control because I can’t deal with the heartbreak heartache I get every single time . I know a lot of women out there can relate but can’t help but feel alone . I guess surrogacy is my only option . Because god won’t allow me to carry a child. All of you that are able to carry your child Be thankful . You have no idea how blessed you are 😊