Im in a pickle 😔

Tayla

You know when you feel like you are just loosing him... I’m really hurting right now... and we have had a few little tiffs recently, which isn’t usually our normal. I feel like I am just carrying the tiffs and rehearsing them in my head. I miss him and really want to see him (but I don’t think he really misses me as much)... location isn’t a issue at all we live so close to each other... though it seems like he is always busy and it is me pushing to see him. He just feels distant right now. And his texting is short sentences or just singular words with little to no affection. I had messaged him saying goodnight and possibly about us meeting up tomorrow... he’s replies were short just stating he had one thing on and we could meet or whatever ... he didn’t come across that keen or up for it I felt. It was left with me saying he can decide whether we meet up tomorrow or what. I just feel hollow inside and don’t think he realises quite how I feel. I don’t know what to do... I don’t have anyone to speak to. I feel I just need someone right now as I feel alone... and like I am being needy... but it’s not that, I just don’t feel that special to him right now 😔, but I’m afraid of saying anything to him as I know he will get defensive and we will have another tiff. Im in a pickle 😔