Emotionally Drained

Hey Gals

I really need some advice or just someone to hear me out. Me and my boyfriend have a lot of these silly arguments and every time we go out drinking we fall out and argue but without fail he seems to blame me and make it all my fault and it’s tiring because I always try and fix it and end up getting the brunt of his anger even a few days later and I’m always left in tears not knowing what to do just feeling really hurt every time we argue. It is taking a really tiring effect on me too. When I try and explain this to him he starts going maybe your better off without me then if I just make you cry and tire you out. I’m really lost and idk what to do