Am i the only one?

Im not upset that I'm pregnant. I'm some where along 7 weeks. And I have had two aultra sounds and heard the heartbeat and all and yet for some reason I'm still having a hard time being excited or even believing this is happening like. I feel so disconnected 😔 this is my first pregency and I never thought this is how I would feel.. I'm terrified of what is to come and just feel more deppresed and disconnected... Idk what to do...