He didn’t pull out😱 *update*

So I have literally nobody that I can tell this to but I have to tell someone... I have wanted a baby with my boyfriend for over a year and he hasn’t wanted to try. That’s fine I’ve waited, well I recently had a breakdown about wanting to start a family with him but he didn’t want to. We discussed everything and he basically said he wanted to try for our first within THREE YEARS. I will say I was crushed but had to accept it... well today we had a quicky in the shower and he DID NOT pull out!!! (He did it on purpose) He knew I would be totally ok with it whenever he chose to but oh my god! Before we did it he joked he would come in me because I think we will have trouble conceiving and I brushed it off thinking he would pull out like he always did but oh my god! I realized what I thought was happening and shriek “did you come?!?” At first he’s like no... then he’s like yeah I did i guess I didn’t feel it(which is a lie we’ve used pull out flawlessly for four years). Oh my god I was in total disbelief he did that!! I’m two days away from my period so unfortunately it’s not going to get me pregnant but I had to share with someone because I’m still in shock he actually did it!!! I’m super giddy but also confused because I wonder if he will choose to pull out from here on out like it never happened or stop pulling out... god im just happy he did it by choice😁😁😁

Edit:

So yesterday he kept telling me he “gave me a baby” which was a cute funny joke so I saw something funny on Facebook and sent it to him:

Once he finally saw it he was like “i wouldn’t mind giving you the flu”

Y’ALL!!! I was like

Totally didn’t react to him because when I start obsessing it makes him want to put it off but inside I am like

Today is the day my af is due to show and nothing so far. Hoping she’s comes and goes as soon as possible so *maybe* we can TRY FOR A BABY THIS CYCLE!!!! Wish me luck🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻