I’m USAF reserves and this UTA is running me ragged.

I always make a checklist in my notes on my phone to keep me organized so nothing that I have to do falls through the cracks. This uta has been incredibly busy working through lunches ect. And the shitty thing about the reserves is come Sunday if you haven’t done everything you’re suppose to do you don’t get to sign out and go home. So you’re stuck at work till it’s done. And I already work full time at hospital. Am 15 weeks pregnant and have a 2yr old and house to maintain. So me being exhausted and overwhelmed is an understatement to say the least. But nobody cares of course they care about the mission and getting the job done which I get of course but I’m just overwhelmed and frustrated and stressed. I’ve cried today twice in my car between meetings for no real reason mainly just because I’m overwhelmed and not to mention losing an hr of sleep.

This is my list of to do’s this weekend at work and the list keeps adding :/ and I’m not even done and I “get off” at 4 but at this rate I don’t see that happening and I just want to go home rest and spend time with my family 😭