We've been trying for #1 for about a year. Been to the fertility doc

and did all the tests but have to wait 2 months to actually see the doctor because they are so busy 😣.

A friend who started trying after we did just had a baby and it hit me that if we actually conceived earlier we could have had a baby by now. I also just found out another friend who started trying recently is pregnant.

My sister had a baby couple months ago and my phone is constantly flooded with pics and videos she sends.

I'm just feeling a little low and frustrated.

I've been trying to keep myself busy but it's just so hard sometimes.