C section advice?

Hi I’m a mom of 2 both emergency c sections. I’m terrified after reading women’s risks of serious complications get worse each pregnancy and c sections. Has anyone had a 3rd c sections? And if so how was your recovery. I want to try a Vance but the last c section was really scary for me and I want one more baby. My husband and I don’t want to push my health to cuts risk it could end badly for both myself and the baby when ever we decide to try again. Any advice? Thank you in advance