Hi ladies

I have always wanted to try breast feeding and I have however I can only pump out 60ml for my baby but yet he is still so hungry and I find it very demanding on my body and emotions big time ,I'm always crying after breastfeeding and having hot to cold flushes . Is formula topping up ok !! I will be seeing a dr to see if I can dry up my milk supply and go straight to bottle feeding which will be easier for myself and bonding time with my partner . Has anyone been in the same situation but feel they will fail their child and lose that connection with them?