Terrified of delivery-FTM

KRBY

So I'm 37 almost 38 weeks pregnant. And I was totally ready, was feeling like I AM JUST READY TO HAVE THIS BABY. And now all of a sudden I have SUPER COLD FEET! I know I dont have a choice now, that doesnt make me feel any better. I am not that good with pain and I know its stupid but I don't really want my husband to see me push out a baby...I mean we can go to the bathroom together, the man has gone to the store and bought me Monistat before lol but something about my vagina turning into the size of a football is not helping right now. I'm getting the "what if's" in my head. I am scared of medical procedures and stitches and just...not a high pain tolerance kinda person. And I know whats gonna happen is gonna happen I'm just totally scared of it all now...but I also just wanna meet me little baby girl. I am trying to focus on her but I'm still freaking out about it. Anyone else having this issue???