Our realtionship is definately going through its worst time at the moment and it has made me think about the qualities that I admire and what “boxes” I want ticked. I want a man who respects me and who I respect, A man who trusts me and who I can ALWAYS trust, someone I can count on to be there when I need them, whether it be emotionally or physically. Someone who loves me and appreciates me who find value in the things I do and holds the same morals as me. That is someone who would go to the ends of the earth for their children and not consider it too hard. Someone who is selfless in that they can put others needs ahead of their own, which is so important as a parent. Someone who knows how to lead without being controlling or violent, someone who knows being masculine is about making a woman feel safe and secure. I want a partner who is proud of me and his family, of his life. Who isnt afraid to say how he feels but at the same time who would mever use those.words to break me down. I want a man who will lead our family forward achieving “our dreams not just his. I want a man who would fight for our love not with me but against all odds. I want someone that will be able to offer me what I can offer them, I want things to be fair and equal because that shows that he thinks as highly of me as he thinks of himself. I want a man who misses me, shows he cares, wants to hold me and make me feel wanted and sexy. I want a man that will always treat my/our children right. I want to feel special, special enough to be proposed to and I want a marriage. I want to be chosen by someone to be really loved. Am I asking for someone that doesnt exist？ I feel so lost right now, and let down.