We’ve been together 7 years. I was 17, you were 18. We weren’t and still aren’t eachothers types. How did we get to this point? Why did you cheat on me? Why did I cheat on you? Why are we so miserable with our lives and tearing eachother down day by day? Why can’t we let go? We have no kids. We aren’t married. We live together & share a puppy.. that’s it. We barely have sex anymore, it drives me crazy but I act like I don’t care to avoid the argument. Our routine is so... boring. Wake up at 5 AM, walk to work together, get off at 3pm, walk home together. You get on your phone, I get on mine. Occasionally go grocery shopping or take bubby on a walk. I feel so empty with you. But I’m scared I’ll feel more empty without you.