What's going on?! I'm scared 😫

Hailey • From 🇦🇺 Oz. F.T.M (to be), 🌈 baby due 11th Feb 2020! 😬 I have 4 chronic medical conditions/invisible disabilities too

So after this home test....

I went to my usual doctor and got blood work done.

Came back the next day, it's "Equivocal"... Doctors terms for it's a giant question mark.

So he sent me for another one that day...

A lot of hassling the doctor's office and the next afternoon it is was in (that was a Friday) but my doctor had gone home for the day, but I could come in the next day see a different doctor and get the results instead. I said that's fine, I just need the results.

Come in for the appointment... It's "Equivocal" again... This doctor rings up the pathology center and asks them if they can do a 'quantitative' test on the same sample, so it will show the levels of the hormones not just a yes or no answer... They say yes, but it will take 24hrs... Next day they are closed, and the day after is a public holiday where I am in Australia.... So cue today...

Husband and I go in for the follow up test results with this different doctor as my usual doctor is still off.

She says it came back but it's not really normal.

The B-HCG level was 19 in the sample.

Below 3 is not pregnant or never pregnant.

But by the guestimated time of me conceiving it should be at somewhere between 400 - 500

So she's thinking either it's too early or I might have had a miscarriage....

She's asked me to have another 'quantitative' test in a week to see what my levels are...

But I don't know how to feel or how to process this information...

Help?!

*** Update ***

It turns out I was in the midst of miscarrying as they were testing.

Which was later confirmed by my last blood test.